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Record 25
Name: Caroline
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Referred by: Just Surfed On In
From: survivor of mental health
Time: 1998-10-10 02:44:16
Comments: BRAVO--I love your writing, I agree with. I have a
hypothesis, that a fairly "normal" person can go into the
mental health system maybe with a "spiritual crises" get
drugged, get sick and get pushed through a system that so
abuses their rights and terrorizes them with forced
confinements, more drugs, pejorative mental illness titles
that the "treatment" creates an iatorgenic Post Traumatic
Stress Syndrome? In a sense I felt like a "prisoner of war"
when I was hospitalized in the sense that deep in my heart I
believed I was alright but being punished for trying to make
my husbands abuse of me known (he was an elite member of the
mental health "brotherhood" and gosh do they protect each
other. The disorganization of thought, disociation,
intrusive memories of PTSD can be misdiagnosed in a variety
of ways, the worst of which is Borderline Personality
Disorder. The lucky woman who gets that branded across her
being is in for a life of a mind bending reality breaking
relationships with mh professionals who at best view her
with suspiscion and at worst blatant hostility (and its
okay,because the description of BPD is of "DERANGED
personality, with manipulative, tantrem throwing, demanding,
overeacting, histrionic qualities) as you read the DSM 4 of
this particularly charming label you think to yourself, I
wouldn't even want to ever met one of these people much less
be them. But if you get sadled with that label be prepared
to cease to exist as a human being.Personally I have
iatrogenic PTSD from a husband who was a mental health
clinician working for the state where he hid his chronic
incredible abuse of me behind my "mental illness" and I was
supposedly acting out and being manic and accused of lying
about the abuse because I was BPD and ironically I do not
even have the symptoms of it, never did.... they were
looking for exotic dxes like MPD, or borderline and the
obvious picture that I was an abuse victim was not even
considered. That's enough, I'm surprized how angry I am but
my ordeal just ended very recently and at this point I am
involved in writing on a state level pushing for change in
the way clients may file grievances and be heard. At this
point the process is shrounded in secrecy "for
confidentiality" which only serves to hide the charges an
abusing counselor may be up on. There is a terrible lack of
checks and balances in this system. I aiming to make enough
noise to change that althought my first attempts have been
met with hostility. NAMI is a great organization though and
helped me push through one change.CarolineCaroline
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